Well I am reluctantly writing my blog again. God has hinted, pushed, and basically slapped me upside my head that he wants me to start writing again. So, here I go…
I have a song, “I will TRUST in you” by Lauren Daigle and every time I hear it – I know that God is saying something to me. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n_aVFVveJNs
I have heard that song so much recently and it is usually when I am thinking about something that I should be sharing. I don’t hear God’s voice – I feel his presence though! There was another hint – someone mentioned to me that they loved to read my blog in the past because I was vulnerable, and they admired that so much. I didn’t think about it but now I keep hearing the word “vulnerable” and know this is another sign that God is telling me – I need to blog. It is not easy to just put your thoughts and feeling down for others to see how you are feeling and what you are thinking. Loved the definition from the Urban Dictionary of Vulnerable… “Someone who is completely and rawly open, unguarded with their heart, mind, and soul. Being vulnerable happens when you trust completely. Rather its vulnerability by pain or joy, it’s being exposed with all of the emotions that make it easy for someone (someone you trust) to really do some emotional damage or healing.. Vulnerability is the surrender of all control and personal power in regards to letting someone close enough to destroy you!”
So, let me tell you about myself…I am Southern born and Southern bred. I was raised in a Christian church and love my GOD more than anything – he is my number one! I may not always be a perfect Christian – in fact, I mess up time and time again. I say the wrong things, I get jealous, I make wrong choices, but unfortunately – I am human. I am mesmerized that I worship a GOD that forgives me over and over again. I don’t intentionally sin; but I sin. I make so many mistakes, but I try to learn from them. I am conservative but don’t put me in a Box that I don’t belong. I love all people and believe that Jesus showed us to reach out to ALL.
Here are a few examples of what I am talking about. I don’t agree with abortion and don’t think it is a woman’s choice – but that doesn’t make me hate someone that has one. What love that girl must need when she has made that choice. I love them. I believe everyone’s opinions should be fairly listened to and accepted. That doesn’t mean one person is right over another. I do think we should respect that everyone has an opinion. Some may say that we shouldn’t pray in public, however I believe that I have the right to pray – so respect both ways. I pray-you don’t. I think acceptance is key and that is what we should do. Accept and not judge.
I had a friend that was at a Democratic meeting and I liked his Instagram post and he private messaged me – “How dare I like his post – he knew I was a Republican and why would I even do that.” I am still surprised by that. I respect his decision to support that candidate and I am glad he is exercising his choice – I am proud of that. I may not support the same candidate; but I support us all having an opinion. I lean Republican for sure; but don’t put me in that Box that I hate all other choices – that is not the case. I want the best representation of our country – people that can be respected and make a difference. I would love to have good examples to follow and know they speak truth. Same for my media- I want to know news is based on facts and not opinion. Let me make my own assumptions and decisions – don’t tell me how to think. We need respectable news- news we can trust.
I grew up saying yes m ’am, no sir, thank you and please. We are in the age of using text messages and each command sounds more like a demand now, than a favor. The phrase, “I’m sorry” is said so often but there is little to no action behind it. Everyone makes mistakes…but show that you acknowledge it and that you will not make the same mistake again. Mean it when you say, “I’m sorry” and back it up with actions.
This is just the start of my thoughts – I hope you will follow my blog “The Change” and see my posts when I write them. I don’t have all the right answers; but I do have lots of thoughts. I hope you will respect my thoughts; because I will respect yours.